I have been planning to put this as a status on my fb.
I am completely sober.
I should have spilled the beans while I am having the time of my life.
I fell in love with one person, got scared of being judged, and now I am losing him.
Yes, fell in love with a guy. So that makes me gay.
Do I care anymore? Probably not when I have already experienced most of the pain this world has to offer. I am tired. I am giving my mind and heart the rest it deserves.
Right now, you can laugh, say “sabi ko na nga ba” (“I told you so”), shove me away or whatever I couldn’t care less.
At the end of the day, it should be what makes me happy that matters. I wanted him back, but I guess timing is everything as he says.
To the people who have always been my strength and told me not to give up on life, I am thankful and will forever be in debt.
To my family, sorry for the disappointment.
I’ll start living.
Please do pray for me.