Timing is Everything

Gay + Male / 23-29 /

I have been planning to put this as a status on my fb.

I am completely sober.

I should have spilled the beans while I am having the time of my life.

I fell in love with one person, got scared of being judged, and now I am losing him.

Yes, fell in love with a guy. So that makes me gay.

Do I care anymore? Probably not when I have already experienced most of the pain this world has to offer. I am tired. I am giving my mind and heart the rest it deserves.

Right now, you can laugh, say “sabi ko na nga ba” (“I told you so”), shove me away or whatever I couldn’t care less.

At the end of the day, it should be what makes me happy that matters. I wanted him back, but I guess timing is everything as he says.

To the people who have always been my strength and told me not to give up on life, I am thankful and will forever be in debt.

To my family, sorry for the disappointment.

I’ll start living.

Please do pray for me.