Pressure

Ysabela

Pressure

Bisexual / 17 and Under / Asian / Catholic

My age range at the moment is 10-14, which means I’m pretty young. I knew I was bisexual at the age of 10, when I started having major crushes on girls.

I didn’t know what bisexual really was. I just thought I might have been gay. With parents that are strict about everything about me (my hair, clothes, behavior, personality, etc.) would never understand. They would just think it was some sort of phase, that I would grow out of it.

Online I started dating a bunch of girls that I trusted, and I did have romantic relationships. After a while, I did research online and realized I was bisexual, and with further research, I’m questioning whether I’m bigender.

When I was eleven, I came out to my four best friends.

The first called me disgusting (we aren’t friends anymore).

The second said “I’ve always wanted a sorta gay friend!”

The third smiled and accepted me.

The fourth…

She came out to me, too.